Your picture is still in my wallet along with the black lighter you traded with my purple. I still remember the details in crystal clear. Your hearty laughter to the woman who vommited on the dance floor. The expression on my face when you kissed me while I was talking so that I would shut. Your mother's expression when I was bringing you out from the cab. The brushing of our eyeglasses everytime you whisper on my ear and I will laugh. How can I forget? You were the reason why after several hundred nights, I decided again to open up and share a journey to another wanderer. I would wake up a little happier on mornings. I would pick happy songs in my playlist. You are strong and free. I liked you very much and you know that.
This is my first and final note about you. I hope that you will be my last guilt.
I am sorry for silence.
I will keep those smoke-filled memories until I see you again on a waiting shed asking for a little flame to light your favorite Marlboro black.
I rarely smoke since things became void between us. But I will be there. With a black lighter on my pocket.
felix culpa mea.
(my happy fault)
+AMDG
6 palagay:
like you, i am not good at goodbyes as well. i actually hate goodbyes. so rather than saying goodbye, i say, "see you around."
anyway, i am not new here. i always visit your blog. i find it interesting and a good read no matter how sad your other entries are.
God bless.
ei, kaya mo yan..marami pa dian..aja aja..timing lub din ang entry ko..pero mas iba..bsta kaya yan
aw. hayz nde kpa rin pala makapag-moveon bunso.
nde naman kita masisisi tungkol dyan. lahat tayo dumadaan diyan.
sana nga bunso mahanap mo ang kapanatagan ng iyong puso at isipan.
magandang pang unwind ang sagada trip natin.
uh uh-- how sad naman your situation is!! but it is really hard to say goodbye. :-(
lungkot naman nito, pero gusto ko. ang mga umaalis ay hindi nagpapaalam.
@pamela: haha. dahil away mong magpaalam, edi hello sayo (: haha. salamat sa pagbabasa. natuwa naman ako.
hmm.. stalking much? LOL
@rico de buco: huwaw! me ganong paktor? sige sige, malungkot tayong lahat. HAHA
@kuya jin: yeah, humnda sa akin ang sagada.
@melody: ikr (:
@stupidient: siguro sakit ko nato. pero gusto kong matutong magpaalam.
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