ngayong pasko, mas mainam na iniwan kita.

by Saturday, December 24, 2011 12 palagay


After four months of hoping that he would soon understand love, my work, my passion and the kind of life I lead, I finally ended everything.


Starting today, I am leaving everything about us behind. I deserve to be truly happy. And you too. Good night.Dec 22, 12:49AM


I ended a lonely story of loving the person who only sits next to me when everyone is not looking and only makes love when he is horny. Whoring days are over. Idiot days too. Looking back, I was stupid to return to him in the first place. But I learned a great deal. Ewan ko kung natuto sya. Kung English nga nahihirapan sya, pag-ibig ko pa kaya. Good luck sa kanya. Mag-eentrance exam pa naman sya next year sa UP Law. The nerd!


Mas mabuti na ang Paskong hindi ko kailangang sumali sa mga melankola mong napaka-babaw. Maski malasing ako, ang tangi ko na lang iisipin ay mga pangarap kong gusto kong tuparin at hindi ang mga makasarili mong pagkalungkot na ayaw mo naman i-share.


Sabi nga ni Amapola na isang manananggal sa Tomas Morato, kahit anong sakit at hapdi man yan, pinoproseso lang.


Hawi ng bangs sabay lipad.

Yas Jayson

Panig sa Diyos at Bayan

To see the world, things dangerous to come to, to see behind walls, draw closer, to find each other, and to feel. That is the purpose of life.

12 palagay:

Ryan said...

Is this the one I met in Cubao?

Raymond said...

kahit anong sakit at hapdi man yan, pinoproseso lang. <--- Agree! Kaya mo yan di mo kelangan ng ibang tao para magging masaya ka. :)

Anonymous said...

At sabi pa ni Amapola ang maganda, madaling maka-move on.


-DB

Jinjiruks said...

i still believe na makakahanap ka parin yas.. have faith..

Kane said...

Hay Yas, kamusta ka? Ang ganda ng litrato na pinili mo. I think it captured the mood of the story perfectly.

So what can I say that you don't already know? Perhaps none. Or perhaps everything.

That's the hard part, growing up. Even when you've learned the lessons, sometimes it feels like you're still that kid hoping against hope.

Kisses,
Kane

Yas Jayson said...

Ryan: Nako, hindi :)

Raymond: Nako, I second the motion. Kaya taas ang kamay ng diwang single!

Desole: WAHAHAHA!

Kuya Jin: Oo naman no. Pag-asa ang bumubuhay sa tao.

Kane: Hoping against hope talaga. Pero I learn to move on and seems like I am fairly coping.

Shenanigans said...

"thank god i found the good in goodbye"

favorite line ko..

mots said...

salamat sa pagdalaw. mahal ko na si amapola. halos lahat naman tayo dumadaan diyan. kaya yan at masaganang bagon taon sa yo :))

red the mod said...

No parting passes without pain. But all pain passes. It is merely the human spirit, stubborn and infatuated, that sometimes chooses to wallow in it, holding on to an unrealized reality.

We learn, as we go along.

Victor Saudad said...

madalas ako sa tomas morato, wala pa rin akong nakikitang aswang.
hm...

Nate said...

@yas: Hawi ng bangs sabay lipad. FTW!! hahaha! :P

TheCoolCanadian said...

Teka nga muna. Sino ba itong AMAPOLA na manananggal?

Gusto kong makakilala ng isang manananggal. Puro tunay na tao ang nakilala ko sa aking buhay, parang karamihan sa kanila ay puro BORING. Gusto kong makilala ang isang supernatural being naman na tulad ni Amapola. Nahahati ba ang kanyang katawan kapag limilipad?

Amapola. Isang katagang Español. Ang ibig sabihin nito ay POPPY. It is one of a group of a flowering plants in the poppy family, many of which are grown in gardens for their colorful flowers. Poppies are sometimes used for symbolic reasons, such as in remembrance of soldiers who have died during wartime. Si Amapola ba ay nakabibighani rin at nakalalango ang kagandahan na tulad sa bulaklak at drogang nakakapraning na galing sa poppy?

BTW, my friend, I find your posted messages more mature and honest. Keep up the good work ;)