There is a little confession I want to make. Beneath the horny episodes we shared, I was in secret finding a someone among you whom I can share the carnal, the mundane, and the sacred memories. I know it was not the most appropriate way to find him but what, I have used up all my creative ways.
I admit the sins of pride, anger, and envy. When my ex left me, I swore to my self that I will be a better person so that should I decide to love again, I am a better version, someone who values sacrifice and patience and gratitude. But it turned out sweeping declarations are the hardest to fulfill. I have not been better nor learned as I promised.
The truth is I liked and loved you all, only too little. Because I have too little to give in the first place. I have plenty of lust but like a joint of fresh weed, it fades after a seemingly beautiful ecstasy. I loved and liked you all.
Friends used to think of me as that smart boy who can separate what is right from what is easy. I can't even distinguish blue from violet. I must have fooled them.
It's getting cold again and loneliness is starting to embrace me from the back. I may add someone to your number or get back to any of you. Or someone reading this might actually help me and take away my madness.
E,
3 palagay:
at least you have the courage to admit everything and own up to what you have done
:)
Natry ko na din maputa after a period of time na nagmadre ako hoping for mr right to come and sweep me off my feet. Wit. But someone did eventually proved himself that he wants me more than just a one night stand.
I have been sleeping with him for almost 2 years now :)
waaa saya naman :)
kinilig naman ako dun sa "sweep me off my feet" part hehe
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