Amma

by Yas Jayson Thursday, August 11, 2022 0 palagay everyday witness

Today is Amma's birthday. She would have been 90. The day reminded me of the memories I had from the time I had to leave the seminary to take care of her. I remember taking that bus ride that brought me back to Manila. I remembered in gratitude how the Good Shepherd Sisters gave back my work quickly. I remembered their generosity so I can setup my life again by getting a decent apartment and transferring Amma to my new place. I remember hurrying home so I can spend afternoons with her and assist my younger sisters in cleaning and feeding Amma. I remembered how my siblings took care of her up to her last days. I remember burying her next to my mother few years after.

It's been many years since I gave up my dreams so I could take care of her. To many, it looked like I wasted time for myself. But I have no regrets at all. Those years molded me to become the person I am right now.

I read somewhere that grandmothers' prayers are powerful. I would like to believe that Amma's prayers are still protecting me.

You are missed, Aling Nena.